whats life without a high

It is kind of rare that i write or feel like writing. Looks like i found something to talk about today.
The odd times that i hit a party i get faced with the same old darned questions...
1. YOU DONT DRINK? WHY?
2. YOU DONT SMOKE? (as if its cardinal sin)
3. YOU DONT DO ANY O THAT?
4. WHAT DO YOU DO?

and THEN my best bud P pipes in and goes oh him yeah he's just high on life. yes so now ya think im going to rant and rave about whats wrong with not drinking and smoking and the rest. well im not. thats the entire fun of it. to sit without so much as a drop of alcohol in my stomach and at 2 am im flying high free as a bird wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
no im serious. its true. by 3 am you'd be scratching your head wondering what the hell did you eat anyway? Ever considered how much fun it is to sit among a bunch of drunks and crack drunk jokes and play drunk games with them? i've played drunk football. black jack and others among all of it and boy was it crazy.
one might wonder what it is that i do that entire time i'm there. well as it turns out i cook for em (barbecue), fix their drinks i make a couple once in a while and dj for them. its the music thats my fix. the way it takes off when you are sleepy hungry and at a party and playing the music. thats when music hits you the hardest multiplying your every feeling and magnifying your sleep and hunger. i cant sleep i dont want to. im hungry but i dont want to my heads reeling i dont want to. this is where megadeth are right......

My head is talking to me
I don't know what it needs
but the loudest voice
is the one I heed....
Insomnia, my swollen bloodshot eyes
Insomnia, awake till morning light
Insomnia, stirring deep inside
Insomnia, somebody turn out the lights......


good night. How about high on sleep deprivation by choice?